I’m sorry.I wish.I don’t know.I would. STORY OF MY LIFE.

I’m sorry I am me.

I wish I could be who you want me to be.

I don’t know who you want me to be.

I would be that person if I knew.

I’m sorry I believed in unconditional and true love.

I wish I could tell myself it no longer exists.

I don’t know how to tell myself that the life I once had no longer is.

I would tell myself if I knew what to tell myself, if I know what it is I have now.

I’m sorry I cannot tell you how I feel.

I wish I could tell you how I feel, even just for a second.

I don’t know if I told you if it would make a difference.

I would tell you how I feel if only you would listen to me, and actually hear me.

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I feel sad right now. So I wrote this. I need a break from life itself.

I don’t know how to be myself anymore, since it seems like who I am does nothing but hurt people.

I wish I could be what everyone wanted me to be.

I wish everyone would see what I am capable of…not just what I’m not.

I wish people would see past the mistakes I have made.

I know they have been the worst.

But my mistakes shouldn’t be what you see me as.

They have given me a guide…something not to do in my life again.

I shouldn’t be judged for what I have done. I should be judged on what I am and trying to do.

I just wish people would give me a chance.

Don’t bring up mistakes I’ve made and mistakes that will haunt me forever.

I know what I’ve done…and I understand it had consequences.

But from the very people I would give my life for I expected more…I expected LOVE.

Maybe I’m greedy. But all I want is unconditional love.

I want to know you care.

I want to know you trust me.

I want to know you believe in me.

All I am.

All I can be.

Not all I have been.

See the good.

Not the bad.

THAT’S ALL I WANT.

AND ALL I EVER WILL…

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Goodnight.

Be happy.

Its easier said than done…I will always be a more sad than happy person.

But I won’t stop telling everyone to be happy.

Even if I can’t have it.

I want everyone else to feel happier than I do.

♥